Ways To Make Money vs Money Struggles

I want financial freedom. For the first time in my life do I have financial freedom at 41 years old? Absolutely not. Why not? If we have all kinds of ways to make money, why am I constantly stressed about how my bills are going to get paid , how are we going to eat every week, and so forth. Even with my income and my significant other’s income , we still struggle to this day and I want to be free of that especially with a teen daughter . I want to give my teen all of these amazing experiences and we just do not have enough money, even with multiple streams of income. The ways I make money are with my Uber eats deliveries on the weekends. I also started a YouTube channel to make money. My YouTube is not making anything which in turn inspired me to make a Patreon. My Patreon actually is bringing in money once a month. I have also wanted to start other businesses. I’ve learned starting a business sometimes takes money to earn money . Other ways I make money is my package handler job and the hours are just horrible. I do what I have too with bills piled up on the table as I am writing my blog . Always having to decide which bill first this week then what can we pay next week and how many different bills can actually get paid this week, which seems like a never ending cycle. Maybe one day I will not struggle with how our bills are going to get paid and what we are going to eat every week even with a ton of ways to make money. I have tried everything and it still is just not enough which inspired me to start a blog . 😊